#8

Hello dear,

               I love you, that should explain everything. I want to see you. I want to hear your voice. I want to talk to you again. I want to be with you. A year passed and I'm still left with all of what could have been - us. I can't seem to let you go. I should have moved on, a long time ago. You're with someone now and it looks like you're happy. The truth is I'm happy and sad when I found out. I'm happy because you are, I've always prayed and hoped for you to have the happiness you truly deserve. I'm sad because it's not me. And that hurts more than the time we called it a night. The night you broke up with me. I need to be better at helping myself to move on, I can't be like this forever. But for now I love you, I still do.