August Post #4

I don't expect you to understand
why I recoil when
you extend you arms and hands
why I brace for impact
within the trajectory of your touch.

It is warm,
and I am cold.
It is wind,
and I am stone.

August Post #3

Baby, it doesn't have to be you and her.
Maybe we can make it work.

And baby don't you know I wanna rock your world,
I don't care about the other girl,
You know I've never been scared of her.

I can make you see she doesn't care
the way I care,
Don't you know you're better off with me.

But if we can't be real and you really do feel
that baby she's the one,
I can let it go we can keep it down low.
And if she ask it was just good fun.

Boy you say it's not the way you think it should go,
and you miss me far too much,
well, make up your mind
cause you're wasting my time,
but I'm still not giving up.

August Post #2

I cannot write

I cannot find

behind the creases

of my mind

the words to fill

another line

those words went

out of my sight,

I cannot write.

August Post #1

I could say
your lips are luscious red
your hair, purplish
your hands, strong

I could also say

your lips are cracked

you hair, gritty ashes

your hands, calloused

I could say

your voice is melodic

your eyes, mesmerizing

your touch, electrifying

I could also say

your voice is too loud

your eyes, hard

your touch, chilling

I could make you sound 

undeniably wonderful

I could make you 

sound particularly horrible

However, 

I couldn't change 

who you are with 

mere words.

♪ John Legend - All of me

You'll have regrets. You say you don't because that's what you're supposed to say but you will have a thousand and sometimes that's all you'll be able to think about when you're lying in bed at night.

You'll miss people you shouldn't miss. You know you shouldn't miss them but you miss them anyway and you hate them for it but you hate yourself even more.

You'll lie to people. Say you're okay and wonder how they could ever believe you.

You'll kiss someone you shouldn't kiss. You wish you had never given him your number because God forbid that kiss meant something to him. You'll hate him for attaching meaning to it but you'll hate yourself for not to.

♪ Charli xcx - Boom clap

I'm awake because I thought I heard your name but it was the wind.
The leaves on the trees stole your breath and knocked on my window to say hello in your voice.

You're not here anymore.
Lord, why am I awake to a knocking ghost on my chamber door?

♪ Cody Simpson - Surfboard

Have you felt the essence of water
as she slips through your fingers?
She is wild and invigorating.
She is spiritual.

She sustains life and is sacred.

She's both inspirational and moody.

She speaks smoothly with beautiful mystery.

At times she will awaken and 

all tranquility is disturbed. 

She gently cleanses both hands and souls.
She quietly waters your gardens in Eden.
She fiercely drowns your private Hells.